dancing through life

I had a really great thought, and I lost it while at the gym and mindlessly hitting a volleyball against a wall.

Classes are going well, nothing spectacular. I made an A- on my exam for BS. But I don't really want to say that much around here as I've met only one other person who's done so (though I'm quite sure that more exist).

Tomorrow I'm going horseback riding, time with Kate on Sunday, church maybe?

and then it occurs to me:

am I filling up my time with things to do?

to which I would immediately say no

and I got chastised by someone totally unexpected last night for not going to kareoke night and was asked
"When is the social handan going to come out?"

ouch


didn't think I was being unsocial...though the fact that I'm doing a blog right now may be contrary evidence....

I don't know what bothered me more: the question or its source. I have just felt busy. Plus, I'm not hanging around the main group, so maybe it looks like I'm anti social. Or I'm overreacting and jumping ahead.

I really want it to be next weekend when I'm in Ireland. I miss those people like crazy.

Doesn't life feel like a waiting place between things?

I'm stuck waiting to find out if I'm an RA, do I get the internship, the assistanceship? How am I going to handle Greek? What if none of it works out????